If i failed to communicate I love you above all; properly/
This my apology.
If I failed to touch your mind, body and soul; this is my apology.
If I left a stone unturned, i undotted or t uncrossed, I never wanted us to be lost.
Thought I minded my p’s and q’s.
As p is next to q aphebetically kept you close to me.
As p and q are exact opposites, mirror images fold p and q together they fit perfectly.
We like p and q on the printing press at times mistaken me for you and vice versa.
Got verses for the vices when we versus the vices verse us. For spoken spells or satanic spelling;
Got scriptures in a vice grip we verse up.
Cure for the curses.
Spell breaker cast down any imagination that exalt itself against GOD KNOWLEDGE.
Cast for your broken heart.
Whole amour of God. I promise!
Gave the Ankh for your crosses.
Gave up frequent desire for top/
Even from random spontaneous sources.
I quit after you just stopoed doing it.
Became Jehovah Witness about oral pleasures; to keep you with me. Not to taste you hurt me;so I was left with no remedy; but do you without reciprocity.
How did I fall short?
Was not good enough.
In all things thought I put you first.
Did what I did to keep you until you left.
Supportive never jealous. What was, will be or is; what can be better than us?
Questioned unanswered can’t predict the future.
Where did I go wrong, did I get boring or fat?
Distracted, my mission your talent we could have been infallible.
Dismantled I am truly sorry.
For not reaching the mature, responsible level; where you feeled safe enough to trust that I was walking in Godliness for us.
Where our me became we and each I became 1 (one).
No end of the road on the stairway to Heaven on Earth.
Won”t even be done apart by death; got the gift of GOD unwrapped.
Eternal life being with you make me want to live forever.
Without you feel like dying.
Suffocating no breath.| can’t breathe. Rope around my neck; be my life support.
Intriguing never believed in me.
Interestingly I became a manifestation of your thought.
Gone cause we wanted something different someone else.
A better match someone we agreed with.
I wish you the best with that.
As for me, I won’t look Abstinent, celibate forgive forget.
For us I gave it all up; but for freedom I had to walk.
You say,” free from what”
Quite simply :
Bankrupt foreign CORPORATIONS, impersonating GOVERNNENT.
TO enslave us.
You say,” but, but EMANCIPATION PROCLAMATION & 13TH AMENDMENT freed us.” Nonsense that made servitude voluntary for all and slavery for criminal behavior.
But you being a Statist loyal to enslavers; Stockholm Sydrone, cognative dissonance; hear but could not listen half hearted participation.
I gave parts of me that I rendered dormant to be a doormat.
Ignored or taken for granted.
Gave things you never had said things you never heard. Gave right knowledge and guidance.
Love you religiously; your temple was my church.
Did God take you from me for IDOL WORSHIP?
When you were such a doll; I was never IDLE.
You kept me going.
Hand over foot, head over hills, quick fast:in a hurry.
Could we last being the last love of each other; grow in love; lost, you gave up.
I grew up getting the proof and evidence of truth to win you over going forward.
Without looking back. We will meet again in newness.
Apologies no longer sorry more like godly, Anibus,Amen Ra my inner Apollo Gee!
Never wanted you to be thrown to the wolves/
be throned as a goddess next to god not behind me.
Besides me no greater love recognize we; that, “One In A Million” chance of a lifetime . I’m on my Larry Graham.
That is why you can’t hear my voice or eye me. I miss you;
Mrs. Me confidant, compatibility, completion. Use all of you to complement me.
Erase my flaws and faults give my substance shape.
My vessel without you I’m just spelt milk, water under the bridge, swept under the rug with no feeling.
A lump of dust.
Without me you have no filling just a pretty decanter with no liquor.
Decoration with no celebration empty.
Open up and get your filling it is me you know it.
Accept it don’t ignore it.
Reunite tonight; call me tell me to come home cause you want me.