Camouflage Fears

Camouflage fears tattooed tears military occupation/

police state can I live.

Tattoos the mask of the guilty, artistic expression/

to disguise the disgusting

and assert bodily control.

Free to be me/

turn my body into a mural.

Creative mutilation. Cut it out!

What I believe in I stitch it in my skin/

my body is an easel/

sins of the flesh gets covered with colorful design and meaning.

Words of inspiration, people of influence,scriptures, pictures

and affiliations.

I tattoo papers with ink pins.

Camouflage fears so I blend in.

Look right pass me eat my dust/

I am in the wind.

Standing as a man Yas’ in fact.

So Spiritual I am invisible/

Salutes in my uniform the Holy Spirit/

Right and exact.

Camouflage B.D.U./

Army of YHWH we consonant/

we must recruit.

Hebrew Israelites/

Take the vowel American National.

Chasing Dam Nation things beavers build,

riding a camel toe with my turban on.

Lips of the love Lees, are my artist and tattoo.

Escaping the pain for a moment/

a lot of seeing a lot of doing.

Can we still unite as a movement.

Look beyond my faults I will be free.

Out of this world before they kill me.

Master my dark-side at nighttime so I can’t be seen.

In the day time my camo flow looks like the trees/

sniper waiting to assassinate enemies.

Don’t rock the boat/

don’t tip the  boat over.

Tried to understand til I was sinking.

Obeyed till I was unthinking/

Android=Androgynous,

homophobic not hardly.

Reading the Gay Manifesto witnessing

the perfection of execution.

E.R.A. the foundation of homosexual existence.

They get emotional evaluate the evidence.

Transformer,transgender, robotic,mutant,bionic,

material gurl/boi whatever.

Transparent trans parent/

looking like a man pregnant,

a women with a penis who has the period.

I surrender.

Eliminate gender defy the Natural.

Bee’s stop buzzing no honey, no pollination/

No carbon dioxide/no oxygen.

No anther no stigma, no stigmata no dogma/

no fertilization no crops,we starving.

Need Soul Food before we rot/

deteriorate/ G.O.O.D.I.E. M.O.B. get back

together Cee-Lo gets pop.

Back to Genetically Modified Rap.

Sea sections, no breast milk, GMO’S,BPA’S,

immunization, vaccination, medications/

fluoride, chemical waste unclean air/water,

soy/ estrogen,testosterone imbalance/

the birth of genetically modified people.

Know the side effects.

Microwave radiation everybody/

Sam Cooke, Changes Gone Come/

we got to learn to/

Accentuate The Positive,

Eliminate the negative

And latch on to the affirmative.
Don’t mess with Mister In-Between.

On the astral plane/ my poems camouflage with a note/

I wrote in the galaxy.

Three stars constellation/

Father’s House many mansions/

dying to fly to Orion and not be bound/

buy it.

So my aura is like the rings of Saturn/

Samsung logo.

ElGee 5D, Hebrews 4:12 Epitome of Epiphany.

My Samsung would be Another Saturday Night,

” Ain’t got nobody,I got some money,cause i just got paid

now how i wish i had some chick to talk to I’m in an awful way”

Getting the lovers name with the tattoo gun is like Russian Roulette/

Loves is gone and you have to cover or change it up.

Makeup covers that tattooed tear for the job interview/

ashamed of what you had to do. Hiding, feeling a live when/

the needle hits the skin heroine.

Offspring of Gil Scot and Jill Scott lose weight shooting Heron/

The Revolution won’t be televised but told in poems/

Led by the Spirit Witch won.

Connect to Source in 2050 I will be XXL.

He who has an ear let him/ and if you are deaf follow directions.

Poems in sign language to end anguish.

I want to K.I.S.S. the Most High so I digress.

Due Over.

Why God let me live, why I am I still hear,

What’s my purpose will my service surface.

Wish I knew then what I know now choices hit like a bolder.

Can I get a Due Over.

God could let me die when I went through that windshield.

Could have took my life when the bullets flew through the ride when I

was behind the steering wheel.

Thank God I had the window down, wondering why he let me live and took  Kelechuwku out of here.

I guess my mission not done yet,

wondering why he spared my life.

After the blood transfusion could have been

crucified sacrificed.

Dying to get to heaven,dam living hell,

got to be better on the other side.

Even my suicide attempt failed.

Life is a sentence, I write for freedom so there is a road map to live life to the fullest,

and fight the urge to bite the bullet when you in front of the gun and behind the trigga.

Cursing the day I was born don’t even celebrate my birthday,

only can think about how I’ve been hurt and wronged but I still move on.

Why God let me live, why I am I still hear,

What’s my purpose will my service surface.

Wish I knew then what I know now choices hit like a bolder.

Can I get a Due Over.

Lets Do it again I can’t go back it is like I’m stuck here, love ones wondering why I sometimes

disappear.

Clinically depressed, migraines, black outs and seizures .

Get emotional into my feelings like I can’t feel the pain if I don’t see ’em.

Fear of getting hurt again Faliece and Kreshina,and against my will aborted fetuses.

Shit the relationships I can’t mention cause I was just a throw away, a I am done with you

go away

or got to forever pretend you don’t exist

I can’t commit because who I am and who

I am with.

Wondering where my friends went,

after they got the loan they left

or did I just clam up and go back in my shell.

Whale Angel or Alien depends or your Angel.

The noose frayed so I wasn’t strangled,

go on forever like I am immortal with life in prison.

Wishing I could have did things different.

Listened to my intuition and asked the right questions.

Why God let me live, why I am I still hear,

What’s my purpose will my service surface.

Wish I knew then what I know now choices hit like a bolder.

Can I get a Due Over.

Paid my dues what a nigga got a do, take a life,

human sacrifice do abortions count.

Pray to Satan go pagan Illuminati ain’t checking for me,

I’m still fighting income taxes and child support cases,

crooked polices.

Looking down praying to heaven above

eyes closed in the name of

Jesus who is Amen what Creator is the freeing

deity.

Loved preaching and spiritual teaching but could not lie about polygamy.

I left the church for a harem and love of a lifetime fantasy.

Thinking I am tight with the poetry but I ain’t eating.

Critics say I am to complicated and long winded,

I am just breathing.

My people need resuscitation cause they suffocating,

poems in the valley of dry bones I am Ezekiel,

Speaking to the Lost Sheep of Israel(Negroes, Niggas,Blacks,African Americans).

Gods chosen people we them.

Our Nation shall have a restoration.

They don’t hear I am just a tree falling in the forest with no one there to listen.

Going out on a limb.

God Bless let these words resurrect the flesh,

and stop thinking we the name on the Birth Certificate.

Why God let me live, why I am I still hear,

What’s my purpose will my service surface.

Wish I knew then what I know now choices hit like a bolder.

Can I get a Due Over.

Disregarded Fathers

We can fight child support orders,fight for our sons and daughters.
Give a shot and a holler to all my disregarded fathers.
No say just pay. Every other weekend if Mother says it is okay.
Children are property of the mother. Possessions of the court.
I don’t care what your daddy says do what I say do. Enforcing dodo, voodoo, witch craft and handcuffs.
As child support rises jail rates go up. Eighty percent of Urban Children born out of wedlock. Unpaid child support get more fathers locked up. Fear of Child Support get more women glocked up, chopped up and murdered. After birth abortions hypnotized minds of our children. Fathers disregarded leads to Ungodly children of disobedience, insolent, insubordinent, ungrateful and unthankful..
Teach our children that Daddy is not a hero but a zero so they never truly trust Abba Father. Daughters never truly trust the Most High or Reverence their Husband. Too faced back stabbers and disloyal.
Men and women are the same so our community is homosexual.
Can’t depend on a man to do it or a man has to do everything a women wants and it is not reciprocal.
No residual, order or completion.
Just competition and confusion.
God is feeding men with revelations but mothers, media and television has convinced our children not to listen to; disregarded fathers demoted to baby daddy status. Never marry obedience and respect is at an all time low..
Our community is in real danger and convinced fathers don’t know.
Enough to turn the Courtship of Eddies Father to Lou Ferrigno.
David Banner alter ego alias Incredible Hulk Bill Bixby.
OHH Lord fix me!
Trying to father like Hulk Hogan.
No more despair still disregarded.
Had plans to make my children something three strikes law life sentence of being ignored and separated a childless father.
Waiting for my full restoration, redemption and pardon.
That ALL things worked together for us disregarded fathers who love the Lord our children and their mothers and refuse too loose or be smothered.
Forgive, HEAL and grow peace to Joe Jackson.