Camouflage Fears

Camouflage fears tattooed tears military occupation/

police state can I live.

Tattoos the mask of the guilty, artistic expression/

to disguise the disgusting

and assert bodily control.

Free to be me/

turn my body into a mural.

Creative mutilation. Cut it out!

What I believe in I stitch it in my skin/

my body is an easel/

sins of the flesh gets covered with colorful design and meaning.

Words of inspiration, people of influence,scriptures, pictures

and affiliations.

I tattoo papers with ink pins.

Camouflage fears so I blend in.

Look right pass me eat my dust/

I am in the wind.

Standing as a man Yas’ in fact.

So Spiritual I am invisible/

Salutes in my uniform the Holy Spirit/

Right and exact.

Camouflage B.D.U./

Army of YHWH we consonant/

we must recruit.

Hebrew Israelites/

Take the vowel American National.

Chasing Dam Nation things beavers build,

riding a camel toe with my turban on.

Lips of the love Lees, are my artist and tattoo.

Escaping the pain for a moment/

a lot of seeing a lot of doing.

Can we still unite as a movement.

Look beyond my faults I will be free.

Out of this world before they kill me.

Master my dark-side at nighttime so I can’t be seen.

In the day time my camo flow looks like the trees/

sniper waiting to assassinate enemies.

Don’t rock the boat/

don’t tip the  boat over.

Tried to understand til I was sinking.

Obeyed till I was unthinking/

Android=Androgynous,

homophobic not hardly.

Reading the Gay Manifesto witnessing

the perfection of execution.

E.R.A. the foundation of homosexual existence.

They get emotional evaluate the evidence.

Transformer,transgender, robotic,mutant,bionic,

material gurl/boi whatever.

Transparent trans parent/

looking like a man pregnant,

a women with a penis who has the period.

I surrender.

Eliminate gender defy the Natural.

Bee’s stop buzzing no honey, no pollination/

No carbon dioxide/no oxygen.

No anther no stigma, no stigmata no dogma/

no fertilization no crops,we starving.

Need Soul Food before we rot/

deteriorate/ G.O.O.D.I.E. M.O.B. get back

together Cee-Lo gets pop.

Back to Genetically Modified Rap.

Sea sections, no breast milk, GMO’S,BPA’S,

immunization, vaccination, medications/

fluoride, chemical waste unclean air/water,

soy/ estrogen,testosterone imbalance/

the birth of genetically modified people.

Know the side effects.

Microwave radiation everybody/

Sam Cooke, Changes Gone Come/

we got to learn to/

Accentuate The Positive,

Eliminate the negative

And latch on to the affirmative.
Don’t mess with Mister In-Between.

On the astral plane/ my poems camouflage with a note/

I wrote in the galaxy.

Three stars constellation/

Father’s House many mansions/

dying to fly to Orion and not be bound/

buy it.

So my aura is like the rings of Saturn/

Samsung logo.

ElGee 5D, Hebrews 4:12 Epitome of Epiphany.

My Samsung would be Another Saturday Night,

” Ain’t got nobody,I got some money,cause i just got paid

now how i wish i had some chick to talk to I’m in an awful way”

Getting the lovers name with the tattoo gun is like Russian Roulette/

Loves is gone and you have to cover or change it up.

Makeup covers that tattooed tear for the job interview/

ashamed of what you had to do. Hiding, feeling a live when/

the needle hits the skin heroine.

Offspring of Gil Scot and Jill Scott lose weight shooting Heron/

The Revolution won’t be televised but told in poems/

Led by the Spirit Witch won.

Connect to Source in 2050 I will be XXL.

He who has an ear let him/ and if you are deaf follow directions.

Poems in sign language to end anguish.

I want to K.I.S.S. the Most High so I digress.

Wonder in the wilderness.

finding what wisdom is.

Eyes wide shut ears looking/

believe none of what you hear/

so optical becomes audible/

is it all illusion. Hologram/ Halogen.

Saturn halo and oxygen.

First hand knowledge becomes/

Second hand experience.

IF I did not eye witness it/

gets no repetition/

unless I am lead by intuition/

trusting in the spirit .

Be leaving(believing) is separation from Ignorance.

Be Lie Ving(Believing) is getting Rhames as a drag queen.

“Holiday Heart,”  rappers, Omar on the wire.

Ass reel as the EASTER BUNNY, CUPID AND SANTA.

Demons, Satan and Lucifer know the Difference.

Yehuda, LORD GOD which creation/

from the dust or the one in Gods image.

Life is just a scrimmage the game is eternal existence/

should have kept my jerry curl/

cause I had soul glow.

Grounded know longer two and fro.

path lit like the sidewalk on that/

Billie Jean video.

Soul go where soles go.

Insole made of diamonds so now my soles glow.

Who was the light bearer showed me to the mountain top/

told me,” If you worship me I’ll give The Kingdom.”

I respond with scripture don’t remember which one though.

That is how now faith do, when the devils due/

what they suppose to.

Offer you what God gave/ be have/

or behave.

Conduct or possessing/

how you act what you saying.

Belief is holding in the imagination/

that which you say you want to receive.

Pursue your dreams with no reprieve.

May back up to strategize never retrieve.

Even if you fall in September don’t leave.

Be in the front of the line,

“When The Saints Go Marching In.”

strait is the gate, and narrow is the way/

that leads to life/ seek and you shall find.

What good is letting your light shine if you/

follow the blind. Casting your pearls to swine.

Spit God Cipher Divine to the incline the Temple of

The Most High is in my mind.

The worship is win intellect and Intelligence combine.

Perfection is when you speak, think and act won and the same/

in all ways all the time.

Eye No

I know you still love me.

I know you still care.

I know you still think of me.

Wish that I was there.

I know our love was meant to be.

I know our love is strong.

I know our love is right.

even though you say it’s wrong.

That’s why I’ve got to let go.

I’ve got to let go oh oh!

Had to let go had visions of wrapping my fist around your throat and squeezing until you couldn’t breath no more.

Homicide, then suicide and the pain would be gone.

After all you said you would always be mine.

Only death could end our love, til death do us part.

Your blood pumped through heart.

Believed every word, my thoughts ran through your mind.

Together our dreams came to life. You were my love but his wife.

Best friends no secrets except coded language we spoke and wrote.

Never thought of ending this.

I would say a word and you would finish my sentences.

Read each other minds, travel to other dimensions.

Never had to ask we knew the answer to every question.

But we had to separate to prevent the sinning.

So we ignore each other and pretend our love does not exist,

so I exit.

I know you still love me.

I know you still care.

I know you still think of me.

Wish that I was there.

I know our love was meant to be.

I know our love is strong.

I know our love is right.

even though you say it’s wrong.

That’s why I’ve got to let go.

I’ve got to let go oh oh!

Who else would you let read your journal,

who else had unconditional, non judgmental, unlimited truth and honesty for you?

Who else could you talk to using telepathy, who else could see through your lies and deceit.

Who else would time travel with you go places we never went see things we never saw?

Be a shoulder to cry on, there when you faced your fears gave it my all.

Who else have you shared outer body experiences, who else was by your side in times of supernatural deliverance.

What other man you let see behind the facade and put down your mask?

What other man you let see the treasure and the trash.

Who  else saw the true you no fronts or fakes.

All trust, no jealous, controlling motives or lies.

Proper nurturing to grow in love I thought forever more.

But we had to end this affair to be closer to the LORD.

Live in Gods Word and come out of our own world.

Where it was just you, me and our baby girl.

I share my pain and hope it prevents someone else from this travail.

I know you still love me.

I know you still care.

I know you still think of me.

Wish that I was there.

I know our love was meant to be.

I know our love is strong.

I know our love is right.

even though you say it’s wrong.

That’s why I’ve got to let go.

I’ve got to let go oh oh!

Wish I would have saw the end from the beginning.

Rewind time to before my fall.

I wish I never met you at all.

Or dreamed the same dream and had the same problems.

Never studied one scripture with ya or sang one song.

Never wrote one short story novel or poem.

Never listened to every word with concern and care.

Believed it when you said,”I’ll Be there.”

like we were the perfect team sent from Heaven for me.

Only setting me up for a heartbreak and I fell for it.

Fell hard,

fell to my knees prayed, I had religion.

Pain had me wanting to leave Jesus,

until I surrendered all and found God.

Release all my pain in this song.

Baptized my mind glad you are gone. Now I can move on.

Done Gone!

I know you still love me.

I know you still care.

I know you still think of me.

Wish that I was there.

I know our love was meant to be.

I know our love is strong.

I know our love is right.

even though you say it’s wrong.

That’s why I’ve got to let go.

I’ve got to let go oh oh!

Scars to Stars

If it wasn’t for the dark you couldn’t see the stars.

If it wasn’t for the scars couldn’t spit these bars.

If it wasn’t for the pain wouldn’t be gain.

I show love so I feel no hate.

Special cars with God’s steering will.

Spiritual pill scriptures spill so we can heal.

Meditations for medications help my mind be still.

Scriptural train no strain as I ride these tracks.

Stay hip on the gospel trip to ship the pain away in stacks.

Story rip strip away the masks.

If it wasn’t for the dark you couldn’t see the stars.

If it wasn’t for the scars couldn’t spit these bars.

If it wasn’t for the pain wouldn’t be gain.

I show love so I feel no hate.

Better rain wash my brain.

Broke ought to, brought me to the alter for alterations.

Super stain erased I’m sustained took my  pain on a permanent vacation.

Correcting lash clash with my pitiful ass got pass the past.

Special lash splash my mind baptized.

God rows man grows out their dirt like trees.

Stars in reams streams,

Design in reams of written dreams.

Score in reams scream cash in reams cream.

Call loud above the cloud, ” I am filthy rich, cool, lean squeaky clean. ”

Terrible rash took out the trash got a brand new bag.

If it wasn’t for the dark you couldn’t see the stars.

If it wasn’t for the scars couldn’t spit these bars.

If it wasn’t for the pain wouldn’t be gain.

I show love so I feel no hate.

Raise Rays Reach

It’s a cold world
that’s why we pack
heaters.
Listening to Preacher’s wondering can they reach us?

As we praise reach!
Win won prays reach!
Take the P from r-a-i-s-e and r-a-y-s.
Put it with r-e-a-c-h.
We preach to raise rays like sun rises in the east on dark streets.
Light spots in a flash, floodlight the hood with holy water. Washed by the Word, The Word is God.
Split your W.I.G. to the sub conscious. Spoken Word flowing like river Jordon.
Out of denial Noahs Ark was Moses basket.
Delivered into Egypt flow Kemit. Sun basking.
Poetic essence to spark the Exodus.
Baptizing verbals spoken word got the dirty south cleaned up.
Part the trap like the red sea and trap gods walked out with a clean heart.
New Spirit, new man new art.
We warriors for the Most High, we Kush seed, Muthusela at the burning bush.
That is why we smoke weed to get to our higher self.
Set sights to view Holy Ghost, personify the invisible God in the flesh.
To be whole in mind body and soul.
Forever more never the less!

Its a cold world
that’s why we pack
heaters.
Listening to Preacher’s wonder can they reach us?

Peace I rest in it.
While I’m still living. Before I am leaving, I circle seven.
Stairway to heaven,  I by pass it.
Flew to heaven on a helicopter.
On gold streets I road a chopper, with a chopper looking for deamons in heaven FBI, I had to pop’em, I had to pop’em!
Stomp! Kirk Franklin music. Melodies from heaven.
God The Father I am adopted.
Son shine climb the highest mountain.
Say peak speak to higher heights. Till I take flight.
Faith light, God Like, God Life on the mic immortal.
Raise, rays, reach eternal status in the after life.
Back to Life Back to reality.
Soul II Soul, Like Iam bare feet in a Kia going to Korea with James Brown and Eric B and Rakim. I Know I got soul.
My Soul Speaks volumes while I’ m rocking, looking, found
Answers cause I keep Seeking Knocking.
Got the keys to the kingdom to unlock the door to success at the top of the stairway to heaven. Move MOUNTAINS!
On Gods Watch know the time clocking.
Its a cold world
that’s why we pack
heaters.
Listening to preacher’s wondering can they reach us?

God’s Wheel

I was tired of trying tied in trying.

Gagged, bound and cuffed stuffed in the trunk in trying.
Mouth tapped blind folded blind in plain sight attacked from the blind side.

Loose and Bind my eyes to receive revelations from the Most High.
20/20 Vision with Eyes wide shut. Write the vision so I don’t perish.

Eyes on the prize. Third eye watching the mind movie in the theater of my mind,

until my dreams come true, hypnotized to manifest what Eye pray For.

Stalk my dreams like a predator true lies in my mind gives substance and evidence to every wish.

Make it a goal fuel my imagination with the best information and manifest.

Walked out my nightmare into my dream in the day time wide awake for Heavens sake.

Stop funding the dreams of the leeches that say the love me. And I have nothing to show for it.

Testify and make a show of it. Watch success in the making as I keep failing.

Start selling until it is smooth sailing thinking about forever from the beginning like Frank Ocean!

Forever from the Beginning. Planning and winning. When eye wind in the wind. Then thoughts start spinning. Unwound every wound. Look What the wind blew in. Falling like Autumn to show now like winter. Cover the ones that leave. My heart is covered as tears fall like a blizzard. Tears turn to icicles. Keep a warm heart in a world so cold.

God’s wheel give me balance like a tricycle. Turned to a four wheeler when I submit to the trinity within me, see me riding as God is in control win I AM rolling.

My Wife Glory

 

 

 

 

When my daughter was taken I thought that was the end of me.

When my son was born it was an epiphany.

When I made love for the first time to the last love of mind.

I became invincible.

When I made love to my won true love.

Truth became apprehensible, reciprocal and celestial.  Agape left a gaping whole that taught me how to let go and knot take love personal.

When I learned how to walk in the spirit of the Holy Ghost, It was incredible.

When I ignored The Holy Spirit I wanted to be invisible.

When love became forbidden I loved in my mental.

When love became impossible and implausible I let it go, until the moments, no matter how long, love called or came knocking at my door.

I answered came running like a homesick pup. Probably was the catalyst to my time as a man being a dog as we all are.

Cast off my imagination and got my heart cast up. Off the leash and put on the Whole Amour of God.

My catapult for the pain that shattered my heart had to dust off and get up.

Walking through the valley of the shadow of death use the church as a rest stop.  Unleash my animal ambitions and released fear of evil in my thoughts.

Got my heart pumped and got cleaned up.

Word washed, absolution spiritual baptism soul cleansed hole in my soul sewed up, weeds ripped from my garden. Now I can plant new seeds for a new harvest.

Eat by art, thou with me.

My staff hungry my rod is the pen I take the harvest to the table so we now eat comfortably.

Smorgasbord, fine dining buffet in front of my enemies.

While they are slobbing, salivating and starving.

Dehydrated coveting the drink overflowing from my cup.

I share the joy overflowing from my heart.

Had to forgive to get a new start with God.

Had my sons and daughter in one spot. On top of the world I was in I want out.

Things fall apart daughter left youngest son had to go live with mom his choice hope gone. Or am I in what I hope for?

Going through I keep going. Trials and tribulations leads to testimonies to become sureLee.

Being followed by grace and mercy all the days of my life.

Who can be against me if God is for me?

I am the Vic with twins Tim and Tory by my wife Glory!

 

Insomniacs Dreams

Dreamers never sleep. Sleep walkers never prosper.
Walking dead- dead walking or asking, seeking and knocking.
Ask the right question to get the right answer.
Closed mouth don’t get fed. Talking too much you can wind up dead.
Speak when spoken to, do more listening than talking and keep your mouth shut if you don’t know especially if no won asked you.
Game is to be sold not told. Don’t volunteer info.
Plead the fifth if you have to. If you are scared say you are scared;
Don’t let the pressure have you.
If you scared go to Church don’t let the devil ride you. Let him ride he’ll want to drive; make the Holy Spirit your driver on Heavens Highway after traveling the Kings Highway.
From the wrong side of the tracks to Easy Street;turned on the road to riches got off on the road of good intentions.
Slipped up took a detour wound up at the intersection of roads tobacco and skid. Took a right turn on to the Yellow brick road and wound up on Broadway..
Life is Live Like a Play. You play your part; master the art of Living Life Live in Love and begin to evolve.
Come up on the rough side of the mountain. Opportunity knocks you better answer!
L.O.V.E. is calling you better let it enter.
The door to success is at top of the stairway to Heaven. Keep marching up to Zion; see the snakes and lions keep treading. Day dream walking all day set goals and make it.
Dream while awaken and when you drifting off into sleeping. Turn your mind into a movie theater.
You are the writer, producer and director!
Dreams can come true let God be your Executive and Editor!!

Love In Mind ( pt won)

If I could actually buy time.
I would spend every dime.
To rewind to the time we first met in the mind.
An encounter so powerful I knew fore sure you were mine.
The passion and sensual connection no physical contact and a physiological erection. Love matrix to love triangle.
I wood never act on our love outside my mental.
Our little secret. I would be with you every night. It seemed so real, convinced myself eye was just dreaming.
Until that day you told me you wanted your dreams about me to come true!
I thought how odd, it had to be God.
Our curiosity lead us to see where this road lead to!
You mean you and eye were having the same dream at the same time in different places while being together in our mind.
At least that was our rational justification.
Not knowing about telepathy, telekinesis and remote viewing.
We were together some where but invisible.
After letters, talks and time we realized we had tapped into the metaphysical to live, love and do, it was remarkable.
But we could never say a word it was to unbelievable.
Loving as won in our own mental movie!
Real life while dreaming or thinking and then holding full conversations while we were wide awake in two different places and around other people.
Oh bet the sex it was the best to the point where we would be with our spouses and have to control our mouths not to yell out each others name in unison for fear of our psychological adultery be discovered, by our insignificant others.
Did I mention we all knew each other.
Was it just Incubus and Sucubus, lust or some other demonic forces.
But we were in total love in and out of our minds it had to be God! Right?
We just married the wrong people and in this dream world we had it all.
We were parents to our six children on big happy family.
The only time any one else would exist would be an interruption and intrusion. Man I am sick of this secret dream love affair, invisible but real the greatest love I will ever fill. Illusion!
If it isn’t love will it send me to hell!
Only God knows.
So I continue our mind love to see where it goes!
No rings or licenses needed;
True love on our hearts and minds.
With no concern for fingers and hands.
To express our mental love we wear matching headbands!